Hi... My name's Claire.
I saw it in emo_girls, so I joined.
I have a bit of a problem...
So here it goes; It started about 2 years ago, when I was styaing with my cousin in San Antonio, which is about 4 hours away from where I live. I met this guy there, who was a family friend, and we liked each other, but before I left we said that we weren't going to let anything happen between us because we lived to far away from each other. Now, he's an escort in my quinceanera, and my dad and I went to pick him up so he could practice the dances we were going to have to do. We were just like we had been before, but it's different now because the guy that's supposed to be my escort likes me, and I like him, but we weren't going out. Anyway... The guy from San Antonio was staying at my house, and we were watching movies, and he started holding my hand, and then we were lying down on the couch together. (Nothing bad happened, though.) Then I started liking him all over again... Which isn't good, because the next day we went to drop him off back in SA, and my escort asked me out. So now I have a boyfriend, which is supposed to be good, but I'm totally confused because now that things happened between me and the SA guy, I think I've realized that I might not like my escort as much as I thought I did. But I don't want to break up with him, and then figure out that I've made a mistake or something. It's just too weird. Anyone have any advice?